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Vlad Tverdohleb's avatar

"The body is not a machine taking inputs. It is listening. The only question is what story it has been listening to."

This is the architecture. The story is the pattern. The emotion is the rebar. The body is the recorder. The healing is not in changing the story. It is in recognizing the pattern and letting the field reorganize around the recognition.

Thank you for this rigorous and grounded reframe.

perennialsif's avatar

You are definitively on the right track which I can say based on my direct experience of most “experts” and mainstream practices and science being on the wrong track.

I had bipolar disorder II. The kind that makes you run naked in Manhattan naked, have psychosis, get forced into an ambulance, and need to be held down by officers to get tranquilized with antipsychotics. I’ve met a peer counselor who tried to get off her meds and ended up hospitalized 11 times before giving up. There is no known cure for bipolar disorder II. Cancer is more well understood than bipolar disorder. The only accepted treatment is lifelong anti-psychotics and regular visits to the doctor.

There was not a single person or doctor I knew who knew that a cure was possible. I read that a random anonymous person on Reddit said it got cured for him and he mentioned no idea how. And also Kapil Gupta telling me I am not my thoughts. The fact that it was possible was enough for me try even though I had no idea how. I was willing to die trying. The result?

Last time I had a manic episode and me taking any meds or seeing a psychiatrist was 3 years ago. An awakening experience triggered a slight (controlled) manic episode (perhaps they are one and the same) where I deconstructed every belief most of which were beliefs I had about myself. Total self annihilation. For weeks it felt like my brain was being rewired. No manic episodes and no antipsychotics needed since. Completely free. No surgery. No maintenance. No doctors. No therapists.

Similar approach taken for my addictions and anxiety with similar outcomes so it’s not specific to bipolar. You are absolutely right.

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